You were my best friend. I'll never accept you are really gone. A year later and Alex and Brian won't even let me see your urn. I'm devastated and want you to know I will not stop until they tell me what really happened to you and let me see you one last time. The story they are telling makes no sense.

Since you graduated college we spent almost every day together, more than your mom and absentee father and oh yeah your so called brother and every other guy your"mom" was involved with at that second.

I promise you Charlie, I will find out what they did to you.

I cannot express how much I miss you, but I truly believe you know.

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